I have no idea what is keeping me up tonight. My stomach is acting a little funny from the two shots of patrone I had with my family today, maybe that’s it.
Or maybe it is just my thoughts again, about what could have been…
There used to be this girl, that I thought I liked, and I did like. Once me and my old girlfriend (who I still see but we aren’t “official”, she will be referred to as old girl) split for a bit, I saw this other girl a few times. I liked her before anything ever happened, but when it came time to actually go out with her, I felt awkward and out of place. Not because I was wrong about liking her, I guess everything was just changing way to fast for me.
Needless to say, once old girl started to come back around, she decided to scare away the one I liked. That though is my fault, I should of stuck to what my heart said. But my heart liked the other girl and still loves old girl.
Life continues to make less sense when it comes to choices, I just hope I can make the right ones without wondering what could have been…